This is a random photo that i found on my computer of me chasing a bird. Why did i post this? I have no idea, i just thought it looked funny. This is going to be a completely useless post, i'm just wide awake and bored. I have the week off of work so im intentionally staying awake. Although i am keeping myself highly productive, i color co-ordinated my closet, i've done about 3 loads of laundry and cleaned out my computer again.
Anyways, i usually write all of my post on notepad first, go through them a few times then post them here afterwards. I actually have about 12-14 post that i have saved that i just keep getting back to every so often, when they're all complete i'll post them one by one. I find that My blogsite is a drastically watered down invitation to what exactly goes on through my head. Why do water it down? it's simple, if i was to completely hit everyone up with how i feel about things, you're going to catch those "Knowledge Haters" [Description on post below] Who are going to call me the usualy words that Haters use..."Drama, Too Sensitive, Emotional". I usually clasify those people into one category and that category is as follows...People who don't understand or know, but really think they do thus resulting in them looking like idiots. Although there is a large group of real intellects who actually read my blog and say "Yeah that's some serious shit, speak whatever's on your mind, why hold back?". Those are the people that don't hate, they appreciate and understand, its quite simple actually.
Anyways it seems like i havent been myself as of late, i really REALLY dumb myself down just for the sake of others and that's all about to stop. I started to begin what people thought of me when just a couple years ago that was the last of my worries...
Let me give you a quick run down just in case there were a few things you didnt know about me. These are 100% Factual and are some things that i've kept inside for some time now. i guerantee this will be a good read, it will be raw and straight forward but hey, in case you didnt know this is the past that made me today...
- I was the most troubled teenager walking from grade 9 to grade 10. My day's consisted of waking up, smoking a blunt before school and drinking OE's in between classes. School would end and i would smoke another one and drink some more, this was my routine week by week.
- There was a month when i fought a total of 17 times. I fought two guys in the rain in front of inside nightclub, i'm pretty sure everyone remembers that one seeing as how i stopped traffic for 7 minutes. There was this dude in college who i had a problem with, a big deezed up guy who would work out and practice his little martial arts here and there. We fought at vaughan mills and i knocked him out within 3 minutes, clearly size doesn't matter. If you know how to fight, you can take down anyone which is exactly why i fear NO ONE. I fought 6 guys inside a telus store resulting in alot of store damage. FOR ANY FAMILY READING THIS, I WAS A KID !
- I was addicted to drinking lean for 8 months, my suggestion is to stay the hell away from it, it may taste and look fruity but is extremely dangerous.
- I've never cheated on a girl, i've came extremely close a few times and regret it more than you know. You don't have to cheat on someone to hurt them and i feel really bad for all those that i've hurt in the past, from the bottom of my heart i am truly sorry to all of you. BUT some of you get nothing but my MIDDLE FINGER and a FCUK YOU.
- In grade 12 and first year college i was extremely materialistic to the point where every paycheque would be blown on shoes,hats and cloths and the casino. I've grown since then now and no longer try my hardest to look a certain way, i strictly dress with what looks comfortable, call it preppy, gangster, thuggish, skatehead, whatever, cloths are cloths so KILL the labeling.
- I once smoked an ounce of weed with just one other person, pretty crazy eh? Well what's crazy to me is it was on the picnic table in front of the division 12 police headquarters at 3 am. If any family is reading this, I WAS A KID !!!
- I Can Skateboard when i want to, I read Books and comics, i love superhero movies, i love candy and anything sweet. I can be the biggest nerd at times, some have only seen that side of me and nothing else, you're lucky.
- I listen to HipHop as MUSIC and nothing else. I can rap every mos def and nas lyric and still rap every lil wayne and 50 cent song, i don't hate i just respect.
- I am a huge family person, at the end of the day that's all you really have. My mom is my bestfriend in the entire world besides my girlfriend and my sister. My nephew warms my heart in ways no one can imagine. My cousin Bryan isn't my cousin he is my brother until i die and i will forever love that dude no homo.
- Im cheesy and corny when it comes to a relationship but i can care less, love is love right? Why not show it.
- I kicked a girl out of my car on the highway once and i have no idea how she got home, if you're reading this which you probably are because you're on my msn and you see my blogspot name everyday, I am not sorry for what i did nor do i regret it. I will respect and honor you fully until you do something that makes me change how i see you. I Chase NO girl, believe that.
- I once showed up at a club at with literally 79 people, all with me. We were turned down, so we walked the streets of toronto, all 80 of us. We were stopped by police a total of 12 times that night, happy 20th birthday to me =)
- ** I've already lost count to how many funeral's and viewing's ive been to, alot of friends and some family, there is alot of pain that lies deep within my chest because of this **
- 97% of the problems i've encountered with people were because of girl issues. Guys need to stop beefing with eachother over girls, it's just not worth it to me. If it's a girl that i love then okay lets go, but if it's just a fling or whatever, let it go.
- I've been robbed and mugged once, normally a guy like me would fight back no problem no matter how many of them there are. But when they tell you to open your mouth and they shove a the barrel of a 9mm into the back of your throat, you really have no choice but to just give up, yeah this story is true. My suggestion to you kids, stay away from mackay plaza when you need to. ps, revenge was sweet like candy.
So those are just a FEW of my little secrets, so before you go calling me DRAMA or EMOTIONAL or SENSATIVE, why don't you read those points up there and maybe you'll understand why. The people that call me that don't know me, they don't know 5% of me, if you knew 15% of the shit i went through in my past maybe you wouldn't throw those words at me. No matter how old or intelligent someone is, never judge or come at someone if you don't know or understand them, because that is wrong and immature, not to mention offensive and rude
They don't call me the Realest for nothing.
PART 2 OF THIS POST COMES THURSDAY
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