~ Travis Barker/Eminem - 3AM ~

HOW NASTY IS THIS.

~ Can't Knock This ~

I'm not a big "cover" watcher, well i'll watch a girl sing but i'm not really up on dudes singing to me through youtube but this one is pretty good. I'm not even gonna lie, i'm feeling this! Makes me want to get a guitar and sing this haha. But yeah i guess that is all, enjoy the video. shout out O, shout out drizzy.

~ EMINEM, PUT THIS TO SLEEEEEEEP ~

For those that actually take the time to watch the video's i post, mad love. I know this is 8 minutes long but it's well worth it =). And i love how i can track down who watches what and how long they watch it and what not, haha kinda makes me laugh to see who spends hours on my blog =) Anyways check this video out, Eminem freestyling like a beast on the Tim Westwood Show.

~ Something Like ~

I'll Be damned Mama, They Know Who I Am Mama, I'm Still Your Baby Boy,BUT TO THEM I'M THE MAN MAMA

~ Random Rant Time ~

- I cant believe the cavs lost that game, lebron had 40+ points and no one else stepped up, weak.
- I can't believe the lakers got smoked by 21 tonight, i blame it on the refs this time, bad calls.
- Ive been in and out of a cold for the past 3-4 days and my body has been extremely out of it, thanks to everyone who offered me soup and all that good stuff haha. Even though it's a small cold, some of you are extremely thoughtful. Love
- I have my fingers crossed and i'm praying hard for something that i want so bad.
- Angels and Demons was a pretty good movie
- Gas prices are rising, how gay
- today the vending machine at my work was wide open with no one around, me and a co-worker scoped it out for about 20 minutes before taking bags of skittles and alot of starburst.
- There is a person from indonesia and another person from florida who check my blog almost every two hours
- My own t-shirt coming in exactly 5 months and a bit
- I started to watch jon and kate plus 8 and i've developed such hate for kate, any girl that talks to a guy like that deserves to get slapped.
- This guy on my street put a super nice computer desk on his curb for pickup, i guess he didnt want it anymore. I went downstairs to my room to put on joggers, i go back outside and it's gone. boo
- I hate Liars, whether the lie is small or big, it's still a lie regardless. And i act accordingly.
- The other day i went to tim hortons, asked for my order and just drove off without getting my order, this has now happened 4 times in my life.
- I was at a red light a few days ago and an ex girlfriend was behind me trying to squeeze in to make a right turn, i did not let her in. =)
- My room has never been this clean, i feel like taking a picture of it.
- I care as much about transformers 2 as i do about the creater of glad ziploc bags.
- I hate the orlando magic, watch the comments and text messeges about this pour in..FUCK THE MAGIC SON.
- I found $9 dollars in a jacket that i don't wear anymore, i smiled.
- I love kool-aid jammers, especially grape.
- Who knows street fighter well? Go on youtube and type in Vega Cut for a good laugh.

That's all for now, GoodBye.

~ `jsanchez. ~

I feel...Brand New.
So Brand New.
I'm Taking The Ball, and Running My Own Plays.
I feel Happy right now.

~ Dirty Video ~

Shout out to my homegirl for hooking this video up. This is a CRAZY video, it highlights alot of the amazing stuff Kobe has done since he came into the NBA. Although it's almost impossible to fit all of his greatest clips into less than 5 minutes. The song and the video go hand in hand and work well together, makes it go that much harder foreal. In my opinion it's really hard to say who is the god player these days, Lebron or Kobe? It's really hard to say, but if i had to choose I'd pick...Jerome Williams the Junkyard Dog, HA! Joking. I know someone who is laughing really hard right now after i wrote that, FEED THE FISH! haha Anyways watch the video, i like when the beat kicks in the video is just a PROBLEM after that. I can watch this dude's highlights all day. Mmmmm Playoffs!

~ R.I.P DOLLA ~

He Didn't Blow up the way he should have, this dude was really just getting started. He dropped a few singles that didn't even get much radio play but i remember hearing this dude thinking wow it's rappers like this that keep the south alive. Just listen to the freestyle above and you can be the judge, Dolla puts this beat to sleep easy. And you know it's a real freestyle because he says "bizack" as soon as the beat starts and I'm sure everyone know what beat this is. His content isn't all that great but when you have a flow like that, it really doesn't matter because you can make anything sound nice. I mean these days to hear a flow like that is pretty rare, there is probably only about 5-10 rappers i can name off the top of my head who has a flow like that. Anyways it sucks that someone has to put the burner to this guy's head, he was still a kid and a real talented one. The reason why his death bugs me alot is basically because in my opinion he was the most slept on rapper. If people just really listened to dude and put the marketing behind him, he would've blown up. And if he blew up, maybe he would've been working on his album in a studio with proper security rather than walking outside of a mall just chillin' out.
Please check out the video above, i want the world to know how dirty this guy really was. He really reminded me of a more amped up and violent version of T.I haha, he had the flow and the swag to him but hugged the street tight and when i say tight i mean TIGHT, you can just see it in him. Sad day for hiphop, we lost a real dude, and no one even knows it.

R.I.P DOLLA
1987-2009

~ Love ~

For all the people that spend hours on my blog, reading my shit and watching my video's i cant thank everyone enough. It's good to see that people really do care about the stuff i post, let me know that you guys care about me aswell! haha so mad love !!!! Had to say it, i see who constantly checks and who saved me as a favorite or a follower or whatever, mad love foreal.

"The only thing that changed, was me letting go"

~ 80% - 20% ~

I Often hear about this whole 80% to 20% idea when it comes to relationships and i always here different definitions of what it really means. I stumbled upon this "Rule" earlier...

"The Rule:

In our relationships, our partner is most likely only able to offer 80% of what we need. There are times when we will find someone who fills in the holes, offering the other 20%…and because it’s been missing for so long, you think you’ve finally found what you truly need. But be careful taking risks of cheating, or leaving your 80%…because what you will be left with, is that 20%. Obviously this is no where near as fulfilling as being with someone who offers 80%"

I see it like this, when in a relationship you will always try and give the person you love 100% of you, 100% effort and 100% love. But obviously it's really difficult to give that 100% so you try as hard as you could and you give that person 80% of everything you have, which is still an extremely high number. But because you lack that 20%, a person who expects 100% and only wants 100% will look elsewhere for that remaining 20% to help fill that void.

This causes them to lose sight of how great every 1% of that 80% really is. The sad thing is, most people only start to really see that 80% when it's gone, leaving them with 0%.

My Breakdown
No one in this world can be 100%. ( No one in this world is perfect )
But if we score a high 80-90%, appreciate that. ( Appreciate that we go above and beyond to try and be that 100% no matter what it takes }
Don't worry about the 20% if the 80% is almost perfect ( Cheating or being shady to obtain that 20% will in time cause you to lose that 80% of something so good )

**Ask yourself if the list of things missing is longer than the list of what’s there.**

~ It's That Time ~

So many things are going through my mind these days its ridiculous. I've been carefully thinking about some important decisions I've made in the past month or so and decisions that I'm going to have to make within the next couple of weeks. In the past two weeks I've had amazing highs and have been blessed with opportunities that I've been waiting on for quite some time. On the other hand I've experienced some tragic but inevitable lows as well. I've came to conclusions that i wish never existed, I've accepted certain things that i know are eating me alive deep down inside but for the sake of others, i just bite my lip. I wish i can just spill everything out without being judged or attacked for what is on my mind. I wish i can just lay down flat on my bed and hear the words, I Got You. Around 3:34pm today something hit me and i didn't know how to react; i sat there while my nephew was running wild around me and i began to think, what exactly is blocking my vision right now, what is it that i can't seem to look past. Hope? Hope...It's a funny word to me. Hope can be deceiving depending on how you look at it; hope can be a test of patience and a strong heart. Hope can also be a a giant clown, dancing in front of you blinding you from the truth, you want to look by him but you can't.

So Now What? Everything on the outside seems to be back to normal and everything looks right. Everything seems perfect, and everything is in sight. Will we last? well we just might. It's one thing in life to get an A+, but it's an entirely different story to Keep It.

~ Now THAT's Marketing ~

Saw this is on OVO's Blog, Shout out to the whole OVO family by the way. Anyways i guess this is a marketing idea that someone over at interscope thought of. These are mints made to look like prescription pills which is pretty much the theme of Eminem's new album Relapse. I wonder where i could find these, they might actually be worth something someday haha! I guess i should talk about the album a little? Alright out of 5 i would give the album a 4 and I'm strictly basing that on lyrics and content. You already know the beats are going to be on point thanks to Mr.Dre himself; but the actual flow and lyrics remind me of an old eminem or better yet the old slim shady. Your not going to get eminem on this album, your getting classic shady at his best. He's back to his violent ways but still keeps it eminem with his witty wordplay and creativity. In stores May 19th or free for download at a torrent or blog near you hahaha! Sorry about that last part haha.

PS. Look for me to finally put a stamp on something that i lost touch with years ago, let's just say my idea's and marketing background might just hold the city for RANSOM. Less than a year, believe that.

~ So Now What ~

At the end of the day...
Actions Will ALWAYS SPEAK Louder Than Words.

~ Um...Just....Listen~

"BABY I GET PAID, I DON'T VOLUNTEER I'M A CELEBRITY GET ME OUT OF HERE"...SPENCER IS THAT DUDE ! HAHAHA i really don't know what to make of this, it's probably one of the most horrifying thing's ive ever heard in my life, but at least dude's bars go with the beat.

~ Manny Pacquiao Nike Air Max ~

Nike sent these shoes to Manny Pacquiao, they are actually basketball shoes inspired by Manny himself. I find it crazy how they actually inserted his own crest design behind the Nike logo itself, that's pretty insane. The crest itself along with the Nike logo were laser printed which is the obvious stand out point of the shoe, as far as comfort and performance i cant really comment on that. Although i think it's safe to say that these shoes perform like Kobe or Bosh's shoe, the technology and design look very similar. It's already been worn by a few NBA players which is always a plus. Would i wear these? Once at most but in my opinion they're more of a collectors item for any pac-man fan especially all the Filipino ones. Regardless of how the shoe looks or performs, this is most definitely a good look for Manny Pacquiao and the Philippines. The Nike Air Max Bizness Manny Pacquiao PE.

~ For All You Haters ~

I bet if YOU went through 20% of the shit I've been through in my life, you wouldn't even be standing right now. I've been through things that you can't even imagine and look at me now. So instead of giving me my respect, you give me hate. Why? Because that's your style, you see someone better than you so you hate. It's all good though, like i said before it's people like you that not only add to the statistics but you also make me look better. These people need to stop acting like they know me so well before i put them in their place. You know 5% of my life, but you like to think and pretend that you know 100% of it; so you make your little comments and judge me because you simply don't know. This little fake "grown up" needs to really grow up; You are literally the definition of a bitter bitch.

I couldn't think of a better video to dedicate to you than this one. Hater's this one is for you, all of it is for you.

If you read the above paragraph and you felt offended then chances are i'm talking about you. You feel guilty reading this because you know it sounds like your character, well guess what? if this parapraph got to you and you felt like it was you i was speaking about then YOU'RE RIGHT.

This Past Week has been extremely interesting for me. I just want to say thank you to EVERYONE Who showed me nothing but MAD LOVE to me after that little situation happened. I can't thank you guys/girls enough for all your effort and what not, it's amazing to see how many people would really go out of their way to make sure I'm good. So with that said, GoodLookin' Out because you know i would do the same for all of you. That's a real friend in my opinion, i cut off alot of you for good reason and what amazes me is that even though i lost touch with some of you, you still tried your best to put a smile on my face this week. We may not all be friends anymore but i got you, just like you got me; Believe that.

PS. I know exactly who YOU are. Before you address me behind your computer, you might want to do it from another person's house because i can track down any ip address that i want and find out exactly who you are, and that's exactly what i did. Your pathetic, to a new level.