~ NEW BLOG ~

so i got about 13 text msgs today and a whole lot of msn messeges and bbms asking me what my new blog was. i only told the few people that i know can appreciate the shit that i put up, if i didn't tell you, well...find it yourself. Anyways 3900 hits on my new blog in just four days? CRAZY, considering i didn't many people about it. Anyways yeah, GoodBye Blogspot.

~ PEACE ~

I tumbled on September 4th. WORD

GoodBye...for now.

CLOSED

OH YEAH...I'm elsewhere, find me =)

or just ask me lol

~ RELAPSE OF RAPCITY??!?!? ~

HOW THE F#CK DID I MISS THIS?!?!?! TIGGER BACK ON RAPCITY FOR A DAY? WITH EMINEM IN THE BOOTH? YEAH...EMINEM IN THE BOOTH. WATCH WATCH WATCH!

~ It's Been Awhile ~

SO it's been awhile since I've actually typed up a decent post with substance lately, work has been pretty busy and I haven't really been on track with my sleep and what not. So i figure i might as well write something up to give my readers something to look at. What's been new with me these day's ? Nothing really to be honest, I've been really caught up with the NHL and NBA playoff's these past few weeks. Although i have decided to go back to a workout and proper eating plan but actually stick to it this time. I remember back in high school and even college i really went hard at it daily and seriously watched what i ate and what not; but i kind of lost touch of that as soon as my life got a lot more busy and hectic. I started to get stressed out with school and work and pretty much everything a normal teenager goes through and i really dropped the ball as far my health went.

The thing i noticed about me though is, i really don't have to invest as much time as everyone else does to get to where i want to be. I can pretty much achieve any realistic attainable goal within 3 weeks if i just go hard. I think that's a big part of why i stopped the whole workout thing, i knew that it was pretty easy for me to get what i want so i stopped as a whole.

BUT, I'm officially giving myself 4 weeks to get back into decent shape, then after that just work on growth and what not. 4 weeks ! Believe that.

On another note, LAKERS ALL DAY. I really hate it when people just jump on the underdog wagon. We all know who works the hardest and we all know who deserves it the most, just let dude have his moment the NBA owes it to him. The magic are a nice time, but the Lakers are better hands down. Look at field goal percentage, look at points off the bench and look at the overall stats period then come talk to me about who deserves to win. And let's be real for a second, Kobe can shut them down whenever the hell he wants to, everybody knows that. Lakers in 6.

~ CARLTON SAYS BANK THAT ~

This Video Speaks For Itself, We All Knew Carlton Could Dance But Damn SON!

~ GET ME ON THE COURT AND ITS TROUBLE

ACT LIKE YOU KNOW WHATS UP WITH THIS.

~ For Those of You ~

For those of you who say " i don't like jay-z's new stuff " Listen to this album from start to finish and i guarantee you're going to think a little different. This album proved why Jay-z is the best, i really cant say much more about it because A] I'm sleepy and B] the album speaks for itself. Jay-z : American Gangster = CLASSIC ALBUM. He really took it back to his reasonable doubt and life and times days with this one. God Mc

~ JAY-Z x EMINEM....SAME STAGE ~

WATCH EMINEM WALK ON STAGE AND BODY THIS!!!, DIRRTTTTTTYY...Jay-z looking at eminem thinking this white boy is a monster. I know people who HATE eminem saying his verse on renegade is one of the best verses ever written in rap history. I said it before and i'll stand by it now, Eminem's verse on renegade, THE BEST. Jay's verse was nasty too and its actually quite underrated and overlooked just because Em's was so good. But regardless of who's verse was better, this song still is and always be a classic, The best two rappers out right now.

~ Perfect Video Right Now ~

Jay Sanchez, has officially gone quiet.

~ INSANE ~

Have to give a quick video shout out to my cousin Bryan for showing me this, i must have showed 100000 million people already and got the same reaction out of all them. Best part of the video are 2:15 and 3:09. Cameo By Rob Dyrdek. Also 5:05 is pretty intense as well. Must WATCH !

~ A New BlackBerry Already ~

So i got bored and decided to roam the Internet for a little while only to stumble upon some news regarding the new blackberry. Not apparently there is a Blackberry Pluto and Blackberry Niagra to be released. The Pictures of the Pluto have already been leaked, it's pretty much a touch screen but with a keyboard and no trackball. Picture is above, it's not all that bad but I'll still take a bold over this. But i guess we'll see, i mean I'm pretty sure the Pluto will be 3G, and i like how its a touchscreen WITH a keyboard so that's a plus. I'm not all that sure about the Niagra 9360 though, but it's said to be considered the son of the bold and the curve? Whatever that means. I'm guessing it's a curve that does what the bold can do? BUT, the OLED iPhone HD is coming out in a short while so we'll see who runs the market. My money is on the BB series though. Okay i seriously can't believe i blogged that long about upcoming phones. Goodnight

~ Travis Barker/Eminem - 3AM ~

HOW NASTY IS THIS.

~ Can't Knock This ~

I'm not a big "cover" watcher, well i'll watch a girl sing but i'm not really up on dudes singing to me through youtube but this one is pretty good. I'm not even gonna lie, i'm feeling this! Makes me want to get a guitar and sing this haha. But yeah i guess that is all, enjoy the video. shout out O, shout out drizzy.

~ EMINEM, PUT THIS TO SLEEEEEEEP ~

For those that actually take the time to watch the video's i post, mad love. I know this is 8 minutes long but it's well worth it =). And i love how i can track down who watches what and how long they watch it and what not, haha kinda makes me laugh to see who spends hours on my blog =) Anyways check this video out, Eminem freestyling like a beast on the Tim Westwood Show.

~ Something Like ~

I'll Be damned Mama, They Know Who I Am Mama, I'm Still Your Baby Boy,BUT TO THEM I'M THE MAN MAMA

~ Random Rant Time ~

- I cant believe the cavs lost that game, lebron had 40+ points and no one else stepped up, weak.
- I can't believe the lakers got smoked by 21 tonight, i blame it on the refs this time, bad calls.
- Ive been in and out of a cold for the past 3-4 days and my body has been extremely out of it, thanks to everyone who offered me soup and all that good stuff haha. Even though it's a small cold, some of you are extremely thoughtful. Love
- I have my fingers crossed and i'm praying hard for something that i want so bad.
- Angels and Demons was a pretty good movie
- Gas prices are rising, how gay
- today the vending machine at my work was wide open with no one around, me and a co-worker scoped it out for about 20 minutes before taking bags of skittles and alot of starburst.
- There is a person from indonesia and another person from florida who check my blog almost every two hours
- My own t-shirt coming in exactly 5 months and a bit
- I started to watch jon and kate plus 8 and i've developed such hate for kate, any girl that talks to a guy like that deserves to get slapped.
- This guy on my street put a super nice computer desk on his curb for pickup, i guess he didnt want it anymore. I went downstairs to my room to put on joggers, i go back outside and it's gone. boo
- I hate Liars, whether the lie is small or big, it's still a lie regardless. And i act accordingly.
- The other day i went to tim hortons, asked for my order and just drove off without getting my order, this has now happened 4 times in my life.
- I was at a red light a few days ago and an ex girlfriend was behind me trying to squeeze in to make a right turn, i did not let her in. =)
- My room has never been this clean, i feel like taking a picture of it.
- I care as much about transformers 2 as i do about the creater of glad ziploc bags.
- I hate the orlando magic, watch the comments and text messeges about this pour in..FUCK THE MAGIC SON.
- I found $9 dollars in a jacket that i don't wear anymore, i smiled.
- I love kool-aid jammers, especially grape.
- Who knows street fighter well? Go on youtube and type in Vega Cut for a good laugh.

That's all for now, GoodBye.

~ `jsanchez. ~

I feel...Brand New.
So Brand New.
I'm Taking The Ball, and Running My Own Plays.
I feel Happy right now.

~ Dirty Video ~

Shout out to my homegirl for hooking this video up. This is a CRAZY video, it highlights alot of the amazing stuff Kobe has done since he came into the NBA. Although it's almost impossible to fit all of his greatest clips into less than 5 minutes. The song and the video go hand in hand and work well together, makes it go that much harder foreal. In my opinion it's really hard to say who is the god player these days, Lebron or Kobe? It's really hard to say, but if i had to choose I'd pick...Jerome Williams the Junkyard Dog, HA! Joking. I know someone who is laughing really hard right now after i wrote that, FEED THE FISH! haha Anyways watch the video, i like when the beat kicks in the video is just a PROBLEM after that. I can watch this dude's highlights all day. Mmmmm Playoffs!

~ R.I.P DOLLA ~

He Didn't Blow up the way he should have, this dude was really just getting started. He dropped a few singles that didn't even get much radio play but i remember hearing this dude thinking wow it's rappers like this that keep the south alive. Just listen to the freestyle above and you can be the judge, Dolla puts this beat to sleep easy. And you know it's a real freestyle because he says "bizack" as soon as the beat starts and I'm sure everyone know what beat this is. His content isn't all that great but when you have a flow like that, it really doesn't matter because you can make anything sound nice. I mean these days to hear a flow like that is pretty rare, there is probably only about 5-10 rappers i can name off the top of my head who has a flow like that. Anyways it sucks that someone has to put the burner to this guy's head, he was still a kid and a real talented one. The reason why his death bugs me alot is basically because in my opinion he was the most slept on rapper. If people just really listened to dude and put the marketing behind him, he would've blown up. And if he blew up, maybe he would've been working on his album in a studio with proper security rather than walking outside of a mall just chillin' out.
Please check out the video above, i want the world to know how dirty this guy really was. He really reminded me of a more amped up and violent version of T.I haha, he had the flow and the swag to him but hugged the street tight and when i say tight i mean TIGHT, you can just see it in him. Sad day for hiphop, we lost a real dude, and no one even knows it.

R.I.P DOLLA
1987-2009

~ Love ~

For all the people that spend hours on my blog, reading my shit and watching my video's i cant thank everyone enough. It's good to see that people really do care about the stuff i post, let me know that you guys care about me aswell! haha so mad love !!!! Had to say it, i see who constantly checks and who saved me as a favorite or a follower or whatever, mad love foreal.

"The only thing that changed, was me letting go"

~ 80% - 20% ~

I Often hear about this whole 80% to 20% idea when it comes to relationships and i always here different definitions of what it really means. I stumbled upon this "Rule" earlier...

"The Rule:

In our relationships, our partner is most likely only able to offer 80% of what we need. There are times when we will find someone who fills in the holes, offering the other 20%…and because it’s been missing for so long, you think you’ve finally found what you truly need. But be careful taking risks of cheating, or leaving your 80%…because what you will be left with, is that 20%. Obviously this is no where near as fulfilling as being with someone who offers 80%"

I see it like this, when in a relationship you will always try and give the person you love 100% of you, 100% effort and 100% love. But obviously it's really difficult to give that 100% so you try as hard as you could and you give that person 80% of everything you have, which is still an extremely high number. But because you lack that 20%, a person who expects 100% and only wants 100% will look elsewhere for that remaining 20% to help fill that void.

This causes them to lose sight of how great every 1% of that 80% really is. The sad thing is, most people only start to really see that 80% when it's gone, leaving them with 0%.

My Breakdown
No one in this world can be 100%. ( No one in this world is perfect )
But if we score a high 80-90%, appreciate that. ( Appreciate that we go above and beyond to try and be that 100% no matter what it takes }
Don't worry about the 20% if the 80% is almost perfect ( Cheating or being shady to obtain that 20% will in time cause you to lose that 80% of something so good )

**Ask yourself if the list of things missing is longer than the list of what’s there.**

~ It's That Time ~

So many things are going through my mind these days its ridiculous. I've been carefully thinking about some important decisions I've made in the past month or so and decisions that I'm going to have to make within the next couple of weeks. In the past two weeks I've had amazing highs and have been blessed with opportunities that I've been waiting on for quite some time. On the other hand I've experienced some tragic but inevitable lows as well. I've came to conclusions that i wish never existed, I've accepted certain things that i know are eating me alive deep down inside but for the sake of others, i just bite my lip. I wish i can just spill everything out without being judged or attacked for what is on my mind. I wish i can just lay down flat on my bed and hear the words, I Got You. Around 3:34pm today something hit me and i didn't know how to react; i sat there while my nephew was running wild around me and i began to think, what exactly is blocking my vision right now, what is it that i can't seem to look past. Hope? Hope...It's a funny word to me. Hope can be deceiving depending on how you look at it; hope can be a test of patience and a strong heart. Hope can also be a a giant clown, dancing in front of you blinding you from the truth, you want to look by him but you can't.

So Now What? Everything on the outside seems to be back to normal and everything looks right. Everything seems perfect, and everything is in sight. Will we last? well we just might. It's one thing in life to get an A+, but it's an entirely different story to Keep It.

~ Now THAT's Marketing ~

Saw this is on OVO's Blog, Shout out to the whole OVO family by the way. Anyways i guess this is a marketing idea that someone over at interscope thought of. These are mints made to look like prescription pills which is pretty much the theme of Eminem's new album Relapse. I wonder where i could find these, they might actually be worth something someday haha! I guess i should talk about the album a little? Alright out of 5 i would give the album a 4 and I'm strictly basing that on lyrics and content. You already know the beats are going to be on point thanks to Mr.Dre himself; but the actual flow and lyrics remind me of an old eminem or better yet the old slim shady. Your not going to get eminem on this album, your getting classic shady at his best. He's back to his violent ways but still keeps it eminem with his witty wordplay and creativity. In stores May 19th or free for download at a torrent or blog near you hahaha! Sorry about that last part haha.

PS. Look for me to finally put a stamp on something that i lost touch with years ago, let's just say my idea's and marketing background might just hold the city for RANSOM. Less than a year, believe that.

~ So Now What ~

At the end of the day...
Actions Will ALWAYS SPEAK Louder Than Words.

~ Um...Just....Listen~

"BABY I GET PAID, I DON'T VOLUNTEER I'M A CELEBRITY GET ME OUT OF HERE"...SPENCER IS THAT DUDE ! HAHAHA i really don't know what to make of this, it's probably one of the most horrifying thing's ive ever heard in my life, but at least dude's bars go with the beat.

~ Manny Pacquiao Nike Air Max ~

Nike sent these shoes to Manny Pacquiao, they are actually basketball shoes inspired by Manny himself. I find it crazy how they actually inserted his own crest design behind the Nike logo itself, that's pretty insane. The crest itself along with the Nike logo were laser printed which is the obvious stand out point of the shoe, as far as comfort and performance i cant really comment on that. Although i think it's safe to say that these shoes perform like Kobe or Bosh's shoe, the technology and design look very similar. It's already been worn by a few NBA players which is always a plus. Would i wear these? Once at most but in my opinion they're more of a collectors item for any pac-man fan especially all the Filipino ones. Regardless of how the shoe looks or performs, this is most definitely a good look for Manny Pacquiao and the Philippines. The Nike Air Max Bizness Manny Pacquiao PE.

~ For All You Haters ~

I bet if YOU went through 20% of the shit I've been through in my life, you wouldn't even be standing right now. I've been through things that you can't even imagine and look at me now. So instead of giving me my respect, you give me hate. Why? Because that's your style, you see someone better than you so you hate. It's all good though, like i said before it's people like you that not only add to the statistics but you also make me look better. These people need to stop acting like they know me so well before i put them in their place. You know 5% of my life, but you like to think and pretend that you know 100% of it; so you make your little comments and judge me because you simply don't know. This little fake "grown up" needs to really grow up; You are literally the definition of a bitter bitch.

I couldn't think of a better video to dedicate to you than this one. Hater's this one is for you, all of it is for you.

If you read the above paragraph and you felt offended then chances are i'm talking about you. You feel guilty reading this because you know it sounds like your character, well guess what? if this parapraph got to you and you felt like it was you i was speaking about then YOU'RE RIGHT.

This Past Week has been extremely interesting for me. I just want to say thank you to EVERYONE Who showed me nothing but MAD LOVE to me after that little situation happened. I can't thank you guys/girls enough for all your effort and what not, it's amazing to see how many people would really go out of their way to make sure I'm good. So with that said, GoodLookin' Out because you know i would do the same for all of you. That's a real friend in my opinion, i cut off alot of you for good reason and what amazes me is that even though i lost touch with some of you, you still tried your best to put a smile on my face this week. We may not all be friends anymore but i got you, just like you got me; Believe that.

PS. I know exactly who YOU are. Before you address me behind your computer, you might want to do it from another person's house because i can track down any ip address that i want and find out exactly who you are, and that's exactly what i did. Your pathetic, to a new level.

~ MUST SEE:ROB DYRDEK x HAPPY STAR ~

Before i get into this, let me start off by saying i am probably hands down the biggest rob dyrdek x rob and big x fantasy factory fan lol. For anyone that knows me or is close to me, you know how much i love this show[s]. I've probably seen every episode of rob and big at least 3 times haha. This is rob's new show called fantasy factory, no big black in this one though. It's pretty much just him and drama and a really big supporting cast haha. Anyways This video is crazy, it's pretty much Rob dressed as Happy Star [?] while giving a brief tour of the factory, but what happens near the end is INSANE.

Happy Star Just Saved My Life

~ PLAYOFFS 09 ~

Earlier my friend asked me why i blog about everything except sports especially when all i do when post season starts is watch the playoffs. So here is my two cents on the season, but more importantly this year's playoffs.

First off i want to talk about the Detroit-Denver trade. I think it's pretty clear who got the better deal from that trade, i mean chauncey billups is doing work and lets face it, allen iverson isn't really the same guy he was 7-8 years ago. And when you look at detroit, their backcourt took a nasty hit when losing billups not to mention there is no one really to swing around and give that help anymore. Rasheed's contract expires this summer so you KNOW he's going somewhere else. Allen iverson is the second highest payed player in the NBA, but after the playoffs and when half the team crumbles you know dude is going to take a nasty pay cut.

I think people are forgetting how good San Antonio is, there is alot of emphasis and hype towards other teams such as the cavs or the lakers but don't count the spurs out yet, they son'd dallas last night and played their best game of the season hands down. Tony Parker had 19 points in the first quarter, WHILE in foul trouble, that's insane.

As far as chris bosh goes, there are alot of trade talks with this guy but let's be real, Toronto isn't going to trade bosh strictly dependent on a "what-if" basis, think about it? People are saying to trade bosh now because he MIGHT leave when his contract is done and because he MIGHT be interested in playing elsewhere. Until a statement actually comes out of his mouth requesting a trade, they shouldn't move him. His contract is done in a year and he clearly said that he would play that out honorably, so enough with the trade talk lets try and go for one more season with dude and if things don't work out, PEACE CB4!

Now, on to the playoffs. I don't have much to say about this because since day one i was going for the lakers to win, yeah i love Boston don't get me wrong but i really want Kobe to get another ring, without diesel behind him. Boston, man they might not even make it past the first around and i will straight say its because KG isn't playing.

If the lakers don't win, the cavs will.
I will add a more extensive brief on the playoffs but i have work to do.

BRB

~ Perfect Theme Song ~

I couldn't think of a better song to add to my blog than the one playing right now. In case you don't know what it is, well i won't even tell you because you Should know what this song is. Anyways, I've been playing this song for a few months now and the opening words to the song are just perfect for my blog. Not only do they co-exist with the theme of the blog, they co-exist with me. Sometimes when you really feel like you're somewhere else and you feel like your mind is on another level, you start to think you were here before. These days anyone that's different from everyone else seems to be claiming they re from another planet and i feel the same way at times, i feel like That man on the moon. For people to understand where I'm coming from, you really have to COME where I'm coming from. No, I'm not talking about where i live, I'm basically saying that in order to understand my mindset, you have toHAVE my mindset. Sadly there are only a few people who i can consider to be on that level, it seems like these days the world is more composed of self-centered individuals who can't think for themselves. A close friend of mind once said this..."When mentally you really feel like your ahead of your time, you really have to take what comes with it, you're going to get the love and your going to get the hate, having a mind state like that is nothing more than a gift and a curse"

I'm going to get these lyrics tattooed somewhere on my body i swear, they just embody everything that i am


"They can't comprehend
Or even come close to understanding him
I guess if I was boring they would love me more
Guess if I was simple in the mind
Everything would be fine
Maybe if I was jerk to girls
Instead of being nice and speaking kind words
Then maybe it would be ok to say then
I wasn't a good guy to begin with


But my mind is all crazy, crazy, crazy,crazy...
They got me thinkin' I ain't human,
Like I came in from above, above, above, above...
Feelin' like a airplane in the sky
But then they say I'm crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy...
They got me thinkin' I ain't human,
Like I came in from above, above, above, above...
Feelin' like a bird sittin' high high

Wanna know what a hater says after reading this post?
" Wow, what a cocky guy, so full of himself"

Why do they say that? Two Reasons...
A] They Hate
B] They Don't Understand

** Mad love to the people that DON'T Hate and actually RESPECT where i'm coming from.**

Were a Dying Breed

~ Transparent Cell Phone? ~

Saw this on some site on the internet. There isnt much left to do creatively when it comes to cell phones these days, so designer Ryan Ma thought of making a see-thru cell styled cell phone. Pretty crazy, and if this ever blew up in canada, i actually think i would buy this. Let's see where this goes.

~ I'm Still ~

So i was driving home the other day and i passed by Bramalea Road x The Gates of Bramalea and i hit a red light. I looked over to my left and saw a whole bunch of people that i used to kick it with in high school just walking to the mall i guess. They didn't see me but i saw them and i just had a moment for a second. I flash backed to when i was in highschool walking with that same group to go god know's where to do god knows what. I'm not knocking those guys in any way, i have mad love and respect for them, but i thought to myself why can't they get out the way i did? They all had such great potential to do whatever they really wanted in life but they stayed back to live The Other Life. Once again, i'm not knocking the way they live in any way, i just wish i saw my high school friends leave that scene and lifestyle and better themselves a little more. That's the problem with the area down here, there is this mindset that we come from somewhat of a bad area so we have to live that same way, i on the other hand left all that alone as soon as i graduated high school. For anyone that still thinks the people from Brampton and Brampton in general is soft, try coming down here on a weekend at night and see what's up. I'm really glad i grew out of that phase before it was too late; if i was to have the same mentality i had in grade 10 and apply that to how things are now around this area, i would've probably been in alot more trouble. I really don't know where this post is going, i had so many more idea's and thoughts that i wanted to initially add to this, but i'm literally falling asleep typing this.

I just thought I'd share what was on my mind that day. Oh and another thing just hit me, it's almost MAY! I swear 2009 just started a few days ago and now first quarter is already done and over with, i have to start my Christmas shopping soon! Alright I'm going to try and get some sleep, i hate waking up in the middle of the night, it causes me to jump and my computer and blog thus leading to me staying awake longer haha. Good Night.

~ Random Shit ~

So my phone is down for the day, company is switching networks to telus so we gotta take a one day hit, kinda shitty but whatever gotta do what you gotta do.

For The people that can handle my blog, the one's that actually understand it and respect me for what i've been through in my life instead of hating on it, find the link for my other blog somewhere on this page, its hidden somewhere. Someone once told me, that i really have to water my shit down and not be so straight up and real about things because sometimes the world isnt ready for that yet, well you've never been so right. Real life hit me alot sooner than it would for everyone else, and because of that i am the way i am today. For the people that are mature enough to read my blog with an open mind and at least try to understand me and what i've been through, understand that i have good reason to be the way i am, i thank you for the love. For the people that can't handle my blog because it's simply too much for them and they arn't really ready for shit like this yet so they have to hate on it, i thank you for the hate. Because it's that same hate that make me, and the people who actually understand my blog look that much better. Be the Bigger, better and smarter person in every situation, you can't lose that way. No, sluggers this is not directed at you so don't think that. This is simply directed to the "Not Ready" individuals. Say what you want while reading this, screw up your face and say your whatever's, call me the names, say whatever you want, but people who get affected by what i say up there are people who are guilty. Not hating on my blog and are ready to read the shit that i write? can u handle it? if so, you wouldnt be reading this all angry with an attitude, you would simply UNDERSTAND.

My anger and frustration spilled out yesterday in public, wasn't really my fault but i could've just walked away. Instead i have to throw away a perfectly good shirt, blood stains last for awhile, blah.

Kaizen's Easter hunt went smoothly and perfectly, i'm going to post pics and post about this later.

What the hell happened last night.

My head is on another level of pounding right now, but at least im not sick anymore =)

Now, there's a question that has been on my mind for about a year now and i feel like the answer is just right around the corner, let's see if i'm right or wrong...

it is now 11:17 am, what am i doing today. Church and that is all.

Happy Easter People.

Jay-z and Beyonce - 03' Bonnie and Clyde.

~ CITY TO CITY ~

At time when you feel like you're going to explode and lose your mind, a divine intervention can transpire and change your entire outlook on things. Whether it be a funny bumper sticker that makes you laugh to simple words of advice, goodlookin out once again. A trip to vaughan the other day really set my mind at ease. It's funny how everything is about 15 minutes away from my house, square one is about 13-15 minutes exactly and Vaughan mills is about 15-18 minutes going straight down bovaird. How does that relate to anything and why is that important? It's not, but it IS 12:50am and i AM still awake so i WILL blog about anything right now. Shout out Vaughan, good lookin once again big homie.

Anyways since it's release i have watched Fast and Furious twice, once with the wifey and once with the family. It's funny because the GTA set up this nasty blitz on all highways and long roads basically targetting all possible street racers since the movie came out. I'm not gonna lie, after watching the movie, it really makes a driver want to push his car to the limit, especially if it's a import/tuner car. I must have got 4-6 challenges on the highway in the past two days but thanks to the words and pinching threats, i hold back; and i'm a little too old to race anyways. But damn, the movie really makes me want to just gun it sometimes.

Anyways, i have an orientation tomorrow morning so i'm going to finish watching scream, and catch some z's.

GoodNight.

Ps. A Quiet storm moves in silence but is more dangerous than you can ever possibly imagine, without anyone knowing a thing. =)

~ Fast and Furious Thoughts/Opinions ~

Okay Fast and Furious 4, Right off the bat the movies kicks off with two good actions scenes right after one another. This was a really good way to kick the movie off and get people interested in what was going to happen next so two thumbs up for that. The acting wasn't all that good and sure isn't going to win any awards but this movie wasn't made to win awards, it was made to entertain and it did just that, plus more.

One of my biggest pet peeves are people who automatically hate on this movie just because it's a follow through in the Fast and Furious Series. First of all, you narrow minded people, quit the judging and criticizing and take the movie for what it is, a movie. Watch it and instead of hating on it, try to enjoy it. Yeah it's a little corny and the acting isn't on point, but it sure does entertain so why bash it?

This movie had the perfect amount of action, drama, humor, romance and excitement which is why i gave it an 8.5 out of 10. The only downfall to this movie in my opinion was that there was really only one race which wasn't even all that of a race. They didn't show how powerful a skyline really was and i really think it lacked in realism when it came to the race. Nonetheless, the movie exceeded all my expectations and i was pleasantly surprised with how it turned out.

The Fast and Furious : Pretty good movie, Story was a little boring and there was terrible video editing. Acting wasn't so great but the action made up for it. Amazing Eclipse and RX-7 in the movie, and i have to admit if it wasn't for this movie, the import scene wouldn't have blown up the way it did. I actually kept record of how many times i've watched this and i have now seen this movie 39 Times ! I absolutely love this movie and know it word for word, it's a must watch for any car tuner fan. 9/10

2 Fast 2 Furious : This sequel didn't beat the original but the story was alot better and the races were pretty decent. Again, the acting was off but everything besides that compensated nicely. A little too corny though, but GREAT CARS IN THIS ONE. Evo7 and Eclipse Spyder, this movie was all Mitsubishi. Jin and Luda had some roles in the movie and i think that really had alot to do with the cornyness of it, and having an r&b singer like tyrese play an ex-convict who was also into tuning cars didn't work for me. 7/10

The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift : More of good guy vs. bad guy approach to this one. Acting was completely off in this one and the story seemed like it wasn't complete. Entertainment value was perfect in this one, the racing and showing how the main star had to learn to drive drift style was excellent. The cars in this one by far beat all cars in any other of the Fast and Furious Movies. Wide-body rx-7, 3507 Fairlady, EVO8 and the list goes on. And adding Bow Wow to the cast really upset me, i bet this kid can't even drive stick in real life or doesn't even know what a turbo is but that's neither here nor there, not bad.6/10

Fast and Furious 4 : Great movie, really touched up on the story and made it with a little more substance and real to life. Director and writers focused alot more on the plot and background information to the characters instead of just racing and fighting. Cars were the weakest in all of Fast and Furious Movies, An 09 STI and a Monte Carlo SS were probably the nicest ones. I highly recommend this movie for entertainment purposes only. Seeing the original cast from the original really got me excited for this movie and after a year and a half of waiting, i must admit i LOVE THIS MOVIE. 8.5/10

Once again, when watching fast and furious movie's, try not to hate on it and just find random reasons to dislike it in an attempt to separate yourself from all the kids who like it. A good movie is a good movie, a movie is made to entertain and capture the excitement of it's watchers, and regardless of the acting in these movies it does just that, Entertain.

WATCH IT !

~ A GENT WILL BUCK A G ~

One of my biggest pet peeves are actors. Now when i say actors i mean people who front like their something they're not. Before i continue on with this post let me fill you in on a little situation that happen to me the other day.

So i had an interview in Mississauga with a small magazine company for an editor's position. After my interview i quickly stopped by square one to maybe buy a coffee from Starbucks or just anything from Starbucks. So I'm walking by yogun fruz and down the stairs to the Starbucks which is the first store in the food court. To my right i see about 8-10 Filipino dudes wearing all their new and latest crooks and castle tee's, some fitteds, tight ass jeans with some sb dunks, chains and all that. Now I'm not hating on how they're dressing, i don't do that. People can wear what they want to wear, i'm not one to judge because its about who's wearing the cloths that matters. Although what got to me was they were all breaking they're necks looking at me, mumbling this and whispering that. Because i was coming from an interview i was in a suit, but because i had a fade and some earrings on these dudes felt they can watch me as hard as they can, now mind you they looked like they were my age. So i asked the ringleader, who pretty much looked like the ringleader because he was the one mugging the hardest what they were looking at. He replied "Nothing gangster just admiring the suit", now when he said that, he was not only being sarcastic but his little goons were smiling and laughing so i replied with..."Thanks, but don't get the suit twisted i can pretty much knock any punk down whenever i want". They turned around, laughed a little and kept looking back at me so i said "YO, feel free to try me if you want, i have nothing to do right now so let me know". Then one of their phone's went off and they bounced.

Now, i am not 16 or 17 anymore i do not fight or get into unnecessary altercations. But regardless of the situation i will still and ALWAYS hold my own. No matter how big, how ripped, if im out numbered or out classed i guarantee i will put up a NASTY fight. Now once again you're going to have some haters reading this, saying this dude is cocky but for the people that know me, you're probably saying, yeah he's actually right about that. BTW i feel like i ALWAYS have to write that sentence just to justify my validity, that's just how many haters i know and how WELL i know them.

Anyways, that's neither here nor there. Basically what i am trying to say is this, there are probably only a hand full of people living who REALLY know me, and when i say really know me, i mean they know that when I'm angry especially when it involves another male, something takes over and i literally lose my mind. I will say this, and i know i have a few city's to vouch for me on this...I am not the biggest, strongest or toughest guy out there but word is bond, no matter WHO you are, try and fight me and you'll end up face down. I hate addressing this and i hate having to bring this up, but there are just too many guys out there who seriously think they have something on me. For any guy that just met me this year or last year, you have no idea what I'm about. And for any guy that mean mugs me, my suggestion is look down.

Yeah, my girlfriend has made me a little more calm and definitely changed me for the better, but when a guy has over 22 fights under his belt, that will never die. It might hide, but it won't die.

I'm almost 23 years old now, i have a good job an amazing family and great support team. I have a girlfriend who in my mind is not real, a type of girl that only exists in movies and in dreams, especially my dreams and she's all mine. I have a nephew is almost two years old and a future that i'm extremely excited for. A guess this G turned into a Gent but sometimes i still have to let it be known, without the sugarcoat. Sometimes i still have to let it be known and be harsh and straight forward no matter what people think. Sometimes i still have to let it be known just to remind people in case they forgot or lost touch of who i am. Sometimes i still have to let it be known regardless of who i am now...Sometimes i have to let this messege be known,Don't Fuck With Me.

~ So I Put This On My Life ~

Gotta Post Again.


"She do anything necessary for him, and i do anything necessary for her,
So don't let the necessary occur"

~ DAY N NIGHT ~

I know this song is mad old but i love this video and still love the song. There was an original video but i guess his manager didn't feel like it would attract alot of people so this is the new one that airs on tv. I don't know what to make of this dude yet, i can't really knock anything about him because he makes good music. I know kanye put him on so his credibility is legit, i guess we'll see how his first album goes before i can draw up a proper conclusion about dude. I gotta say though, the new school of rappers are looking pretty good these days, i really feel like hiphop is SLOWLY but surely coming back. With guys like wale, cudi, cons is doing his thing still, Drake is alright but the rhymes have been falling short as of late and thats not really a good look for an upcoming artist. Asher Roth, in my opinion leads all these guys as far as lyrical content and creativity goes. He really doesn't have one set flow, but drops fire regardless. We'll see how 2009 looks for hiphop, 2008 was eh. Although the deadly trio of 50, em and Dre are back together this year, also blueprint 3 from the god hova, and a rock album from lil wayne? INTERESTING YEAR AHEAD OF US.

~ THIS IS SO NASTY ~

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~ WE LOVE ~

QTIP x CONS x KANYE WEST.
BACK IN THE LAB, TOGETHER.
BOMB BOMB

~ PHARELL vs. MCDONALDS ~

~ STYLE ON EM ~

I MUST GET THIS WATCH. BATHING APE PINK G-SHOCK. OKAY

~ SHE HAD IT ALL FIGURED OUT ~

Let the hating BEGIN. At a time where music is growing faster than the raptor's losing streak, change is mandatory. If you walk around with $250,000 in your pocket i think it's safe to try something new. For anyone that hates on wayne for doing this, i don't blame you. But at the same time, ask yourself why CANT he do this? He's pretty much dominated rap in 06,07,and 08. He has Room to mess around like this, anyways this song grew on me. =) PROM QUEEN

~ Maybe This Will Do The Trick ~

Look for me
Young B
Cruisin' down the westside highway
Doin' what we like to do our way
Eyes behind shades, this necklace the reason
All of my dates been blind dates
But today, I got my thoroughest girl wit me
I'm mashin' the gas, she's grabbin' the wheel, it's true to the heart
She rides wit me - the new Bobby and Whitney
Only time we don't speak is durin' "Sex and the City"
She gets Carrie feva, but soon as the show's ova
She's right back to being my souljah
Cuz mami's a rida, and I'm a rolla
Put us togetha, how they gon' stop both us?
Whateva she lacks, I'm right over her shoulder
When I'm off track mami is keepin' me focused
So let's lock this down like it's supposed to be
The '03 Bonnie and Clyde, Hov' and B, holla

The problem is, you dudes treat the one that you lovin'
Wit the same respect that you treat the one that you humpin'
That ain't 'bout nuttin' - if eva you mad about sunntin'
It won't be that; oh no it won't be that
I don't be at, places where we comfy at
With no be-atch; oh no you won't see that
And no, I ain't perfect - nobody walkin' this earth's surface is
But girlfriend, work wit the kid
I keep you workin' that Hermes Birkin bag
Manolo Blahnik Timbs, aviator lens
600 drops, Hercedes Benz
The only time you wear Burberry to swim
And I don't have to worry, only worry is him
She do anything necessary for him
And I do anything necessary for her
So don't let the necessary occur, yep!

Beyonce:

If I was your girlfriend
I'll be there for you, if somebody hurts you
Even if that somebody was me
Yeah-hee (break it down for 'em)
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be
And so I put this on my life
Nobody or nothin' will ever come between us
And I promise I'll give my life
My love and my trust if you was my boyfriend (one more time)
Put this on my life
The air that I breathe in, all that I believe in
I promise I'll give my life
My love and my trust if you was my boyfriend

~ Did You Forget ~

"At the end of the day when you really break things down and think about it, you're one hell of a guy. From everything i heard about you to how you are as a person, any girl would be beyond lucky to have you, in my opinion and im sure in other's aswell, no guy out there has nothing on you so you should really laugh at your insecurities. Think about it, i know looks don't mean anything but you've dated nothing but amazing girls, some a little off but still extremely hard to get at the same time so why walk with your head down? You have a great job, an amazing family, goodlooks, nice car, a true gentleman, funny, swagger, you read, you write, you know how to have fun but still know how to chill out, your great with kids, polite, helpful, you're bad when you want to be and your just to real for your own good. If i was you i would walk with my chin up to the sky with the biggest smile on your face. I don't know how many times you have to hear it but you are literally one of a kind so act like it for god's sake. Whatever it is that got you down, don't let it because the fact of the matter is, You're just one of the guys that girls wish they could've held on to more after you're gone. Hope this cheers you up homeboy"

Goodlookin x WORD.

~ My Turn ~

Quiet Storm.
Something said Breathe and Act.
Breathe and Act.
Breathe and Act.
Tonight.

~ Intervention ~

When things get a little rough for me, i choose to keep to myself. I find that cluttering my mind with other things wouldnt really help or benefit the situation at all. Going out to chill or do whatever doesn't exactly give me time to think about things or how i can make things better, so what do i do? I drive to starbucks, buy a regular black coffee and read comic after comic until my mind is calm and my blood isnt boiling anymore. It is now 4:39 am and i am still feeling the effects of that massive coffee, i'm wide awake and have nothing to do. But after everything that went down yesterday, i came to many conclusions about different things. Some good and some bad, the bad really sucks but the good can eventually and hopefully mean something better later on. I want to give a quick shout out to spider-man, Wolverine, Deadpool, Every Avenger and member of the infinity Crusade, Venom, Thor, Hawkeye, Gambit and Magneto for keeping me sane lastnight. My love for comic's has returned ! But it's not staying, the days when i read comic books are long gone and i really don't plan to re-live them in full effect. I don't know why it's saying the post time is 1:33 am when its clearly Quarter to 5 now, strange.

For a second i really thought no one read my blog, i don't really get to crazy with promoting it nor do i advertise it as much as the next blog. Although i was pleasently surprised when i found out how many people actually read it, not alot of comments at all but i got messeges on msn from people telling me to write more and express more what i need to say. People telling me to stop grazing the surface of issues and begin to dig deeper. I ran into my friend at sq1 today and she told me how my blog is on her blackberry as a favorite, i didn't believe so she showed me and i was thrown back, goodlookin homie. I love how i still get that love, and not those stupid hater comments suggesting im a little too drama or emotional, those kinds or people are just not mentally in tune with themselves the way i am. Jump down to previous blogs if you REALLY want to know why i am this way.

" The Reason why i like your blog is because i know the whole idea of it is nothing more than a tease, i know you well enough to know that you really are dumbing yourself down just because you know people arn't ready for what you have to say. Thats when you know your ahead of your time big homie, keep it up "

Now i don't want to be picky, but i would appreciate it if people actually left comments on my BLOG and not on msn or facebook chat haha or on my blackberry haha.

ANYWAYS. it's ten to five so i really have to attempt to go to sleep, word. Until next time, keep posted.
Good Morning World.

~ Back To Hello ~

When do things in a relationship begin to get scary, when does happiness turn into pain. Someone told me today, it doesn't matter what went down nor does it matter who was wrong. It doesn't matter if the person loves you back nor does it matter if they care, all that matters is how YOU yourself feel inside. See, today was hard for me, extremely hard for me and i was left with two options as of 1:30am. Either i say you know what, she was wrong therefore she has to fix things and she has to come to me. OR i can act my age, smarten up and do what i gotta do for my relationship to make it right. But before i do that, let me say something...

When you have something really good, and you know that 80% of the time he will treat you good. My suggestion is to look at that 80% when an arguement goes down. That 80% will give you all the proof and resources you need to make things right. Remember that being angry and upset is nothing but a feeling, nothing more. But love, real love is something extremely rare. Basically what im trying to say is this, there are alot of messed up relationships out there, cheating boyfriends, lying boyfriends, and the same goes with girls. But if you have someone who's intentions for you are nothing but good, try and see that and hold on to that person. Don't be a person who only see's all the good in someone after they're gone, because you become nothing more than a statistic.

AH, BRB.

~ Life's a Chase ~

This is a random photo that i found on my computer of me chasing a bird. Why did i post this? I have no idea, i just thought it looked funny. This is going to be a completely useless post, i'm just wide awake and bored. I have the week off of work so im intentionally staying awake. Although i am keeping myself highly productive, i color co-ordinated my closet, i've done about 3 loads of laundry and cleaned out my computer again.

Anyways, i usually write all of my post on notepad first, go through them a few times then post them here afterwards. I actually have about 12-14 post that i have saved that i just keep getting back to every so often, when they're all complete i'll post them one by one. I find that My blogsite is a drastically watered down invitation to what exactly goes on through my head. Why do water it down? it's simple, if i was to completely hit everyone up with how i feel about things, you're going to catch those "Knowledge Haters" [Description on post below] Who are going to call me the usualy words that Haters use..."Drama, Too Sensitive, Emotional". I usually clasify those people into one category and that category is as follows...People who don't understand or know, but really think they do thus resulting in them looking like idiots. Although there is a large group of real intellects who actually read my blog and say "Yeah that's some serious shit, speak whatever's on your mind, why hold back?". Those are the people that don't hate, they appreciate and understand, its quite simple actually.

Anyways it seems like i havent been myself as of late, i really REALLY dumb myself down just for the sake of others and that's all about to stop. I started to begin what people thought of me when just a couple years ago that was the last of my worries...

Let me give you a quick run down just in case there were a few things you didnt know about me. These are 100% Factual and are some things that i've kept inside for some time now. i guerantee this will be a good read, it will be raw and straight forward but hey, in case you didnt know this is the past that made me today...


- I was the most troubled teenager walking from grade 9 to grade 10. My day's consisted of waking up, smoking a blunt before school and drinking OE's in between classes. School would end and i would smoke another one and drink some more, this was my routine week by week.

- There was a month when i fought a total of 17 times. I fought two guys in the rain in front of inside nightclub, i'm pretty sure everyone remembers that one seeing as how i stopped traffic for 7 minutes. There was this dude in college who i had a problem with, a big deezed up guy who would work out and practice his little martial arts here and there. We fought at vaughan mills and i knocked him out within 3 minutes, clearly size doesn't matter. If you know how to fight, you can take down anyone which is exactly why i fear NO ONE. I fought 6 guys inside a telus store resulting in alot of store damage. FOR ANY FAMILY READING THIS, I WAS A KID !

- I was addicted to drinking lean for 8 months, my suggestion is to stay the hell away from it, it may taste and look fruity but is extremely dangerous.

- I've never cheated on a girl, i've came extremely close a few times and regret it more than you know. You don't have to cheat on someone to hurt them and i feel really bad for all those that i've hurt in the past, from the bottom of my heart i am truly sorry to all of you. BUT some of you get nothing but my MIDDLE FINGER and a FCUK YOU.

- In grade 12 and first year college i was extremely materialistic to the point where every paycheque would be blown on shoes,hats and cloths and the casino. I've grown since then now and no longer try my hardest to look a certain way, i strictly dress with what looks comfortable, call it preppy, gangster, thuggish, skatehead, whatever, cloths are cloths so KILL the labeling.

- I once smoked an ounce of weed with just one other person, pretty crazy eh? Well what's crazy to me is it was on the picnic table in front of the division 12 police headquarters at 3 am. If any family is reading this, I WAS A KID !!!

- I Can Skateboard when i want to, I read Books and comics, i love superhero movies, i love candy and anything sweet. I can be the biggest nerd at times, some have only seen that side of me and nothing else, you're lucky.

- I listen to HipHop as MUSIC and nothing else. I can rap every mos def and nas lyric and still rap every lil wayne and 50 cent song, i don't hate i just respect.

- I am a huge family person, at the end of the day that's all you really have. My mom is my bestfriend in the entire world besides my girlfriend and my sister. My nephew warms my heart in ways no one can imagine. My cousin Bryan isn't my cousin he is my brother until i die and i will forever love that dude no homo.


- Im cheesy and corny when it comes to a relationship but i can care less, love is love right? Why not show it.

- I kicked a girl out of my car on the highway once and i have no idea how she got home, if you're reading this which you probably are because you're on my msn and you see my blogspot name everyday, I am not sorry for what i did nor do i regret it. I will respect and honor you fully until you do something that makes me change how i see you. I Chase NO girl, believe that.

- I once showed up at a club at with literally 79 people, all with me. We were turned down, so we walked the streets of toronto, all 80 of us. We were stopped by police a total of 12 times that night, happy 20th birthday to me =)

- ** I've already lost count to how many funeral's and viewing's ive been to, alot of friends and some family, there is alot of pain that lies deep within my chest because of this **

- 97% of the problems i've encountered with people were because of girl issues. Guys need to stop beefing with eachother over girls, it's just not worth it to me. If it's a girl that i love then okay lets go, but if it's just a fling or whatever, let it go.

- I've been robbed and mugged once, normally a guy like me would fight back no problem no matter how many of them there are. But when they tell you to open your mouth and they shove a the barrel of a 9mm into the back of your throat, you really have no choice but to just give up, yeah this story is true. My suggestion to you kids, stay away from mackay plaza when you need to. ps, revenge was sweet like candy.

So those are just a FEW of my little secrets, so before you go calling me DRAMA or EMOTIONAL or SENSATIVE, why don't you read those points up there and maybe you'll understand why. The people that call me that don't know me, they don't know 5% of me, if you knew 15% of the shit i went through in my past maybe you wouldn't throw those words at me. No matter how old or intelligent someone is, never judge or come at someone if you don't know or understand them, because that is wrong and immature, not to mention offensive and rude

They don't call me the Realest for nothing.

PART 2 OF THIS POST COMES THURSDAY

~ HATER ~

Alot of people these days seem to be getting the true definition of a hater a little backwards. Everyone seem's to think they know what a hater is but are actually so far from it. What makes me right? Well take it from a guy who probably has the most haters out there, just because i get the most love out there. So here we go, The True Definition of a hater broken down so it's easy to understand.

A POSSESSION HATER
These are really common actually, possession haters can be found almost everyday. A possession hater is basically someone who hates on someone for having something that they want. They see the item or whatever it may be and they bash it or criticize it. They try their hardest to find some kind of fault in it, just to make themselves feel better for not having it. Instead of giving praise or showing excitement for that person having that possession, they get quiet and it secretly kills them inside that the opposing person has something better than they do. Possession Hater's GROW UP.

KNOWLEDGE HATERS
I personally hate knowledge haters the most for the simple reason that i have to dumb myself down ALOT just to prevent an overload on hate. Now this can be knowledge about ANYTHING in life, whether it be Hip-Hop, Education, Politics, Fashion, Relationships, You Name it. If a person is conversing with someone and they pick up on the idea that the other person knows awhole lot more about the topic of issue, they turn on the hate switch. How? They again, get quiet not saying anything because they basically know they got son'd BUT are afraid to admit it. So instead of agreeing and understanding and giving respect to that person for knowing more about it, they show hate. And believe me, the presence of hate can be felt without a word being said. For example, i once had a conversation with a guy in school about hiphop, i basically game'd this dude in every possible way you can imagine regarding hiphop and all forms of it to the point where he was just like "Nah, i dont agree". He got silent on some " i have to be right, you have to be wrong " shit. That my friends is a hater, instead of understanding and seeing where im coming from, and accepting the fact that i know more about the topic, they choose to catch an attitude because they KNOW, they got GOT. Knowledge Haters, SMARTEN UP.

SWAGGER HATERS
I dont have a bone to pick with swagger haters too much just because swagger is what THAT individual makes it to be, Not what the norm is. It's sad to say that the norm these days was something i was only able to get up on for a few months before it blew up, causing me to fall back and say nope i will not be a part of this. Although there are your typical Labelers out there who stil point fingers. For example, i dress how i want to dress based on how i feel that day. One day i can wear baggy joggers and a hoody with a fitted backwards. Now some would say that dude is a thug, then i will pick up a skateboard, throw it back to grade 12 and pop a shovey in front of their face, NOW am i a thug? or a skatehead? OR i can wear some tight jeans, a spitfire shirt and some undftd chucks. People will say that dude is a skater, but what if you talk to me and i reply like a gangster while packing a .45 in my pocket, What am i now? A gangster? Thats exactly how the REAL confuse the HATERS. Somedays i will throw on a tie and some fitted jeans and people will say that dude can dress pretty nice, but once i throw on a fitted and lower my jeans a little, am i all of a sudden a gangster? Nah the cloths don't make the man, the man make's the cloths. Swagger Haters, FREE YOUR MIND.

RELATIONSHIP HATERS
This is simple. I was in a relationship before with a girl who had a sibling that was a year older who was also in a relationship. Her boyfriend was the hater, why? Well it's simple, i was a better boyfriend to my girlfriend that he was to his girlfriend causing some hate. He knew i was better in every way but at the same time i was a cool guy and there was nothing wrong with me. That caused him to hate on me and put up this front like he liked me when deep inside he was saying "This dude is better than me, i gotta hate on me", Girl's do the same thing, but not as much. They tend to just do their own thing and not worry about the next girl or what she's doing. I remember having to dumb myself down sometimes just so that guy looked like he was better than me at times, but inside i was laughing.

MUSIC HATERS
Will these haters ever go away? No. Jin said it best in the song "BackPack BackPack", Shoutout JIN. [ Funny thing is, Because of HATERS i never release the fact that i know dude, I met jin at tonic a few years back and i set my man up with him who's done some mixtapes and production for jin. Last time jin blew me up was 2007 on my birthday, WORD TO GOD. But i never let people know because your gonna get those haters that say " oh jin sucks anyways, he's no where now " Well, he's done alot more than you, HATER ]. Anyways dude basically states that there are alot of fake hiphop heads out there, who know nothing about the culture. A true hater says this, these days rap is about too much bling bling and click clack. A true hiphop head would know bling bling started with KRS ONE, flashing that big ass gold chain. Tsk Tsk, Music Hater Habit #1. Haters will also say Cam'ron and 50 Cent are whack and can't rhyme. Really? Listen to power of a dollar and Come home with me and then we'll see who knows hiphop. People who think listening to Mos Def and Skillz and Babu means that you are automatically a hiphop head. Little do they know, Mos Def and 50 cent have Done work together. What happens when Common and The Game make a track together? What are you going to label that as now? Confused? Yeah only music haters get confused, a real hiphop head calls that a COLLABO. Music Haters, POP IN GET RICH OR DIE TRYIN AND SIT THE HELL DOWN. Ps, Find my Post about Lupe Fiasco for a better explanation on HipHop, i mean...MUSIC.

Ok so basically i just touched base on three types of haters, there are plenty more which i will further explain later simple because im tired.

When it comes right down to it, it is the people who are so full of themselves that hate the most. People who really feel like they are the better than someone else and have something up on them who hate the most. People who feel they know everything about every issue or topic in this world are the haters, why? Because they never open up their mind to see someone else's perspective or view on something, thus leading to hate. " Eww that dude dressed like a thug " So what? You're mad because he dresses like a thug? What if that dude was smarter than you and can get more girls than you? Then you would really be mad because that same dude who dresses like a thug, is better than YOU.

I know for a fact that im not a hater in any form or way. let me explain why, if someone has something i want i would simply say, "hey thats sick, how much was it? do you like it? how is it? Congrats bro, good buy." Thats how a non-hater talks. A hater would reply with, "Eh, it's okay" or just stay silent when deep inside they know they want it and like it so much but are afraid to show it, just because they don't want to big someone else up. I used to be the biggest Nas head in the world, since grade 8 i would spit illmatic b4 somepeople even knew who ILLWILL was. Someone would tell me yo jay-z is that dude, and being young and naive and immature i was like nah son that nigga ain't got it. As i grew older i opened my mind up and didnt restrict myself or hate on something i didnt know anything about, now i know every jay-z song word for word but can still lay down illmatic word for word. Why? Because im not a hater, i didn't hate one over the other, i gave respect where it was due and up'd my knowledge on music. SON'd. I dont hate on anyone or anything, there is just simply nothing out there for me to be jealous of. I feel like im at the top of my game in everything and no one has anything on me I dumb myself down alot just to make it seem like i'm not so cocky, because of course those HATERS would say ew that dude is so cocky blah blah blah. ALTHOUGH the people who are NOT haters would UNDERSTAND that a guy like me CAN be cocky if i want to, just because of my past and i have the credentials and knowledge to back it up.

Haters, you hate them but you need them. You love them but you can't stand them.
Stay Tuned for PART 2 on the HATER dictionary where i might have to splash some names. I can't get mad at you haters nor can i judge you, all i can say is this...You just don't know as much as you think you know, so stop the hating.

Goodnight.

~ So He Raps Again ~

~ How It's Supposed To Be Done ~

~ Alright ~

" Everytime i read what you write about your gf, it makes me tear. Sometimes i wonder if your for real! me and my boyfriend would look at your relationship and i keep forcing him to do stuff like that but he won't ! don't change dude you're love for your girlfriend is something else "

yea...i know


mood's low.

~ 50 CENT IS THAT DUDE ~

Now im not the biggest 50 cent fan, i mean he's alright but theres a little too much blam blak click clack in his rhymes for me. Although he is and always will be the funniest dude i know, he will do anything to shut someone down, that's just power right there. He will dig up dirt on anyone and just son them to the ground. He currently has beef with mr.ricky ross and this is 50 cent with rick's baby momssss ! hahahaha i was laughing so hard when i saw this, saying to myself...this nigga man. LOL at 0:58 seconds, look at the grin on dudes face. He's basically saying, yeah i did it haha. CLASSIC SHIT

~ CLASSIC ~

~ LOVE ~

QUICK SHOUT OUT
FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY CHECK OUT MY BLOG, WATCH THE VIDEO'S I POST UP AND ACTUALLY READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, THATS LOVE. THIS BLOG REPRESENTS THINGS I ENJOY, MY PASSION AND CERTAIN THINGS THAT INTEREST ME. IT REPRESENTS MY MIND AND ALL THE CRAZYNESS THAT GOES ON INSIDE IT, SO THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO IS INTERESTED AND CURIOUS AS TO WHAT GOES ON IN MY HEAD, I APPRECIATE IT MORE THAN YOU KNOW. SO MAD LOVE TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO MSN ME OR BB ME OR TXT ME TELLING ME THEY WATCH THE VIDS I POST OR JUST READ THE SHIT I PUT UP IN GENERAL, THATS REAL LOVE AND THATS REAL SUPPORT. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, LOVE.

I HAD SOMEONE TELL ME YO, "YOU ALWAYS FIND CRAZY YOUTUBE VIDEO'S AND THEY ALWAYS HAVE ME GLUED TO THE COMPUTER FOR A SHORT WHILE", or PEOPLE JUST LOVING WHAT I WRITE, IT'S REALLY GREAT TO SEE I STILL GOT A WHOLE BUNCH OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE STILL CURIOUS AS TO WHATS GOING ON WITH ME.

ALL THE PEOPLE THAT ADDED ME TO THEIR FOLLOWED LIST AND BLOG LIST, MUCH LOVE. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO I WONT NAME DROP.

GOOD LOOKIN OUT. CHECK THE VIDEO DOWN BELOW, CLASSSSSSSSIC SHIT.

~ BRENDA ~

This song, leaves me speechless everytime i hear it. Listen to his flow, like seriously listen to his flow and his wordplay. He tells a story almost better than slick rick in this song, this was pac at his BEST. You can see the passion and hunger and just love for the art when he goes at it. You can't NOT love this dude, just look at his eyes and swag when he goes in. Just legendary and Great in every possible way. No club bangers, no sing-a-long's just real classic hiphop right here.
This song will always be on my top 10. Believe that. G.O.A.T
I can talk about the blueprint and perfect structure of this song all day long, thats how much i love it.

~ CONVERSE x UNDFTD ~

SAW THIS ON YE'S BLOG.
THIS MAKES ME WANNA JUMP BACK ON MY CHUCK TIP FOR A MINUTE.
CONVERSE x UNDFTD "THE POOR MAN'S WEAPON". INSANE SHOE, WORD

~ If This Doesn't Do It ~

Let's See.

~ THIS IS MOS DEFinitely Bittersweet ~

This is also mad old but i still play this from time to time. Kanye west during when he was still hungry at Def Poetry. Not as good as Common's but Kanye does his thing regardless. My love and appreciation for Kanye West Sky Rocketed in 2008, he just totally took his style and swagger to a new level. Whether it be through his music or fashion sense, he's definitely a dude you can't hate on. He's making his money in a very, very, very serious way. Producer, turned rapper turned whatever you call him these days. Kanye West is Future Certified. WORD

~ STILL MAKES ME LAUGH ~

I know this is mad old, and i mean MAD OLD. But i can watch this over and over again, look at how many views this video has, almost 2 million !! Anyways count how many times Mr.Reebok Iverson says the word practice. LoL at 55 seconds, this is where he goes off and says it like 500 times. I remember watching this when it air'd on TV before it blew up on youtube and i was with my friend. I remember saying, " is it just me or did he say practice like 500 times ". The next day it was all over the internet haha. Good watch...which then leads to this one HAHAHAHA

~ FOR ALL THE LUPE HATERS ~

I've been trying to find this video for weeks, and i finally did. For all the people that think lupe is whack and can't flow, watch this video and feel stupid for yourself. And for all the people that think he's whack because he didnt listen to tribe? ok first of all i have a bone to pick with these people, why? simple fact, not every hiphop star has to listen to tribe. Lupe is 23 or so years old and was raised in chicago. So if you really know hiphop you would know that At that time in chicago nobody was up on tribe if you from there, it was about spice1, geto boys and scarface. Yeah tribe was known in chicago but they wern't put on blast as much as local mc's. It's like asking snoop dogg to rap a verse of biggie's, he won't know it word for word because he's not up on shit from the other side of the world. It's like asking lil cease to spit a verse from 2pacalypse now?, he wont know it. It's simple, not everyone has to listen to a certain set just because they're legendary. I was probably the biggest tribe fan in grade 9, but i opened my ears and listened to other stuff aswell. It's not hiphop,its music. If it sounds good, you bump it, if it doesnt then you dont. Dont categorize and label because that doesnt make you a true hiphop fan. Smarten up, LUPE IS A BEAST. Literally A BEASTTTTTTT. ok that's all, give it a listen haha.